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really not having a good time of it at all. having one of those rotten periods where you're torn between "well no one gives a shit" and "fuck the hell off and leave me alone"

wans't really helpd by a flip out meltdown due to ...things on Saturday night. became fairly rapidly evident that my main use to most people is as a performing poodle to entertain.

Thanks a lot, guys.

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always such a fucking lovely feeling when you start to go off the rails and people react like it's a joke.