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Turns out I'm one of that percentage of women who has horrendous hormonal crap from the pill. I was not pleasant the first time I went through puberty. I am not going to be any more so 20 years later.

Seriously, you don't believe me? You think I'm a stubborn, wilful, intractable, borderline-bipolar bitch now? I have mellowed like you wouldn't fucking believe since my teen years. When I'd get that shat off for no reason I'd piss off out the window and get involved in knife fights. When "sibling rivalry" was beyond a joke between me and my older sister when we quite literally tried to kill each other. When I shut down and shut out to the point that my sister honestly didn't believe that I was human at all.

See, at this point my plan of action is that this round of chemo will be the last one. Regardless of whether or not the cancer is gone. Fuck this,and fuck them. If I die, then I die - I really couldn't give a shit at this point.

The whole bloody lot can fuck off and leave me the hell alone.

(no subject)

Turns out I'm one of that percentage of women who has horrendous hormonal crap from the pill. I was not pleasant the first time I went through puberty. I am not going to be any more so 20 years later.

Seriously, you don't believe me? You think I'm a stubborn, wilful, intractable, borderline-bipolar bitch now? I have mellowed like you wouldn't fucking believe since my teen years. When I'd get that shat off for no reason I'd piss off out the window and get involved in knife fights. When "sibling rivalry" was beyond a joke between me and my older sister when we quite literally tried to kill each other. When I shut down and shut out to the point that my sister honestly didn't believe that I was human at all.

See, at this point my plan of action is that this round of chemo will be the last one. Regardless of whether or not the cancer is gone. Fuck this,and fuck them. If I die, then I die - I really couldn't give a shit at this point.

The whole bloody lot can fuck off and leave me the hell alone.