![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
(no subject)
Nov. 7th, 2019 05:05 pm I'm starting to suspect my mother was right when she told me I was fundamentally unlovable and had a piece missing. Not much you can do about that. if a piece is missing, then it's just not there.
(no subject)
Aug. 21st, 2013 05:13 amI AM TORN BETWEEN CURSING AND LAUGHING
BECAUSE RIGHT NOW THERE IS A TERRIBLE TUMBLR IRONY
THE HIPSTER BLOGS ARE GETTING THE FANDOM POSTS AND THE FANDOM BLOGS ARE GETTING THE HIPSTER POSTS AND FOR SOME REASON A LARGE NUMBER OF CISHET WHITE MALES ARE GETTING EXPLOSIONS OF PENISES ALL OVER THEIR DASH AND I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING BECAUSE THIS IS THE MOST IRONIC AND HILARIOUS APOCALYPSE EVER
BECAUSE RIGHT NOW THERE IS A TERRIBLE TUMBLR IRONY
THE HIPSTER BLOGS ARE GETTING THE FANDOM POSTS AND THE FANDOM BLOGS ARE GETTING THE HIPSTER POSTS AND FOR SOME REASON A LARGE NUMBER OF CISHET WHITE MALES ARE GETTING EXPLOSIONS OF PENISES ALL OVER THEIR DASH AND I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING BECAUSE THIS IS THE MOST IRONIC AND HILARIOUS APOCALYPSE EVER
(no subject)
Jun. 6th, 2013 01:19 pmBOOM. MIC DROP.
And if you don't believe I should have the basic right to my own critical thought processes you can get right the fuck out.
And if you don't believe I should have the basic right to my own critical thought processes you can get right the fuck out.
Just did a huge cleanout of my flist. Dont' worry, it's basically people that don't talk to me (nor I to them) for varying reasons and old comms.
Caveat as always of slippery fingers so if you think you shoulnd't have been deleted, send me a peep...
Caveat as always of slippery fingers so if you think you shoulnd't have been deleted, send me a peep...
(no subject)
Apr. 17th, 2013 07:58 pm
This is the single most magnificent image on the internet, ever
(no subject)
Feb. 1st, 2013 11:57 amTired, upset and about four thousand percent done with everyone and everything.
look guys I'm sure it's great for you to use me as your fucking emergency shit-splosion go to plan, fuck about, make it better, and then piss off but it's not fun for me. It actually costs me a great deal to do this shit.
And I've actually hit the point where I just *can't* any more, ok? I don't have the fucking resources any more. And I don't think this is just a temporary situation, where I've overjudged and overspent my spoons.
I just. I just don't have the fucking spoons any more. And I won't ever again. and I can't keep pretending I do and I can't keep wasting them - and this is what it is. Wasting. I'm expending time and resources to the point where I can't even function properly in my day to day life and this shit is going to stop. Right now.
So be aware. I'm not everyone's go to guy. If you haven't spoken to me, socialised with me, can't be bothered speaking to me, but think you can just waltz up when you are in crisis.
I can't.
I just can't ok.
I fucking can't.
and I know it's a bastard thing and I'm a cunt for doing it and I hate myself, I fucking hate myself but I just physically cannot do this any more.
look guys I'm sure it's great for you to use me as your fucking emergency shit-splosion go to plan, fuck about, make it better, and then piss off but it's not fun for me. It actually costs me a great deal to do this shit.
And I've actually hit the point where I just *can't* any more, ok? I don't have the fucking resources any more. And I don't think this is just a temporary situation, where I've overjudged and overspent my spoons.
I just. I just don't have the fucking spoons any more. And I won't ever again. and I can't keep pretending I do and I can't keep wasting them - and this is what it is. Wasting. I'm expending time and resources to the point where I can't even function properly in my day to day life and this shit is going to stop. Right now.
So be aware. I'm not everyone's go to guy. If you haven't spoken to me, socialised with me, can't be bothered speaking to me, but think you can just waltz up when you are in crisis.
I can't.
I just can't ok.
I fucking can't.
and I know it's a bastard thing and I'm a cunt for doing it and I hate myself, I fucking hate myself but I just physically cannot do this any more.
While trawling through the Turlough cat on teaspoon desperately trying to find a fic I remembered (which turned out to be Inner Sight by warinbabylon) I've managed to find out that fucking four of my goddamn Turlough/5th fics have been ripped off.
......
*sprays them with a hose*
Meanwhile, some tit on Tumblr is accusing ME of plagiarising that goddamn Cyberman essay I wrote in 2006!
......
*sprays them with a hose*
Meanwhile, some tit on Tumblr is accusing ME of plagiarising that goddamn Cyberman essay I wrote in 2006!
Almost forgot
Sep. 20th, 2012 12:07 pmFor those of you after my tumblr nick, it’s Fluffmugger
Beware: it’s full of hiddlespam, porn, idiocy and rants against the stupidity of mankind.
So yeah, pretty much the same as this.
Beware: it’s full of hiddlespam, porn, idiocy and rants against the stupidity of mankind.
So yeah, pretty much the same as this.
(no subject)
Sep. 20th, 2012 11:53 am
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif){kind=small}
madscot claims she sent me a tribble for my birthdayLies, damned lies, I know the truth!
The fucking things are breeding!
Soon they will spill over our games case and onto the floor, where they will pile up in never-ending mounds. My couch will be buried, and then the walls. They will spill over into the hallway and spread to the bathroom, my office,
torasin's office. I'll find them in the soup pots, the frying pans, the tupperware cupboard, packed tight against the windows and cooing in my bed. The cat may escape, but the rest of us will be lost, lost in a purring sea of tribble fur.All is lost
All is tribble
For those of you not following tumblr:
Sep. 17th, 2012 05:05 pm1) Now even older
2) got a job and I now work in THE BIZ. (oo la laaaa)
3) Goddamn Bitchy Cat got herself knocked up (ironically discovered during a pre-surgery checkup to get her spayed) and is four times bitchier than normal. Has also decided tromping on my tits as I sprawl on her couch is her new favouritest thing.
2) got a job and I now work in THE BIZ. (oo la laaaa)
3) Goddamn Bitchy Cat got herself knocked up (ironically discovered during a pre-surgery checkup to get her spayed) and is four times bitchier than normal. Has also decided tromping on my tits as I sprawl on her couch is her new favouritest thing.
(no subject)
Sep. 9th, 2012 11:58 am*headdesk*
And like a fucking idiot I forgot rule fucking one.
god dammit
And like a fucking idiot I forgot rule fucking one.
god dammit
